Dreams

Its been the longest time since I had one of these beautiful dreams.

In this dream , there was this charming guy(someone i know, although he seemed a bit different in it). The scene was setup as such i felt and knew he was my bf in it. We were chatting in some garage when he showed me 2 glamourous cars and asked me to decide for him which to drive.

I forgot which one i choose but remember that one of it looked like my dream car - Peugeot 207CC.
We took off in his car and suddenly there was this white light blinding me. The next moment , I saw myself walking into a futuristic "silver" apartment with floor to ceiling glass walls. The view outside the apartment was sunrise. It had an unblocked view of the city with the guy hugging me from the back.

On the flip side I can interpret this dream in material. This guy bought me my dream car and dream apartment. Wow Cool! simple! sweeeeeeeeet. Yes, only in my DREAMS. pui

Anyway view outside looked like this. Except I was on a much higher ground.


I felt so excited and in love(strike lottery)... You know when people get excited they toss and turn. My bed happened to be aligned with the corner of my room.*BANG* I woke up to reality, hitting my forehead against the wall. Fucking painful @#$%^%$#@.


There at that corner!!!

Bangkok

It was fun...... :)

Highly Emotional

Be warned that this post is gonna be super emo. So if you don't have an appetite for it, I strongly urge you to pop some sleeping pills and click on my friend's links where you'll find some good happy567 laughs.

For the past quarter it has been a rough ride(even bumpier then riding on a jackrabbit, although I honestly enjoy it very much). Much had happened, to some point things changed.

I was suddenly aware of things that I was oblivious of. I always thought that I was the most sensitive and observant lizard around, but I shocked myself for letting things off my radar. Took me into viewing matters from a different point of view(and i do not mean by becoming a Top) , all over again.

Affected; I was. Changed; I did. For the better; definitely, otherwise I wouldn't be bothered to start with this post.

After watching Cashmere Mafia , it just dawned on me how much friendships are important to me and especially when I choose to defy social norms. I'm glad that I've finally found a closure tonight. And here is a hug to my sistas who matters to me.

PS: even though its was a short 7 series. I simply adore this character; Juliet Drapper by Miranda Otto. She is like the Power woman. In my terms , the "Power Bottom". Welcome to my world!

my poly mate Claire.

Claire says:
i send email n tel them la
Claire says:
easier
Claire says:
ok chaos
Bruc says:
hello!
Bruc says:
its CIAOS
Bruc says:
not CHAOS!
Bruc says:
aiyo ur england jia lat leh

Brawns really don't come with brains

Today at gym there was the guy whom loves to sashay around in the gym and constantly at the mirror adjusting his hair.

Well i have to admit that he is a goodlooker with a body to die for. But God is fair, no one comes in a full package. Lets call him the Bimbotic Gym Bunny (BB). I was changing and he was behind me making conversation with Roy Chan.

BB : hey roy , so you're gg to paris with yi tian next week huh! (Trying to act class)
Roy: yea , we are. Are you going too?
BB : No i'm not.. but I'll be going to Athens! (Loud and acting class)
Roy: Oh.. right.
BB: Anyway..... where is Athens har?
Roy: Oh.. (giggling) its somewhere in europe...
BB: so you have fun in paris! Bye!

I think my eyes did that jackpot rollllllllll.
Another guy beside me choked on his saliva while trying to giggle!

Damn stupid! Athens is in Greeeeeeeeeece!! Pls. Hello ... maybe you should stop going to the gym and spend more time watching NatGeo!

Goodbye Grand Father

Today was the last day of my Grand father's wake.
Its been a tiring 5 days of emotional ups and downs.

We had the standard Buddhist prayers every evening. Throng of friends and relatives came down. Tons of condolences blankets to be hung and flowers to be received.

But nothing beats the last day.
At the end of the final prayer we were told to place flowers and decorate the coffin. At this time the band starting playing the tunes for the departed. While we follow behind the van , everyone was chanting the very chant we were taught too. It sounded so depressing. I can see my relatives all tearing , i uncontrollably teared. I always thought i was in different but i surprised myself for being the most emotional among the male cousins.


The most surreal part of all is when the whole family went to collect my grand father's ashes. We each pick up one of the bone remains and place it into the urn. While doing that we were told to say some prayers.

All is over now and I hope i don't have to go through any of these events any time soon.

Bang Cock!

While Madonna is doing her STICKY & SWEET TOUR.
I'm at my BANG ME tour around east asia :P

This weekend was the land of smiles. However this trip , the routine was a little different.
With the usual drink drunk dance.... I some how landed up 100kms OUT of bangkok in Ayutthaya. The ex-capital of Thailand during the mid 13th century. With no re collection of how i got there with this cute guy and his friends.

They had a hotel room because one of them had to attend a meeting in the morning. So having to travel 100k to share a hotel room with the cute guy and his friends seems rather a WASTE OF TIME.

Luckily , the balcony was spacious!
And then it was dawn! Standing on the 3rd level in my most natural outfit, i observed the landscape. Its a village! I could see the entire horizon with no taller buildings at all!!!

All tired , i slept ... but only for 4 hours. We had to check out. They insisted on doing a short tour around the place... which i agreed since I've always enjoyed visiting heritage sites.

And so here i am , only with 4 hours of sleep , in my dirty jeans and tee. I had to climb up ruins and temples under the hot midday sun with enthu and a big smile in all the pictures.... I almost wanted to hang myself.





The next day i went to this why not-ish gay bar with my uncle. I saw the ghost of bangkok and couldn't resist to not take a picture with him.
Hehe